Why my hatred for Kraft Dinner led to my participation in the Food Security Study

  

By Tim Walker

I hate Kraft dinner. Macaroni, cheese and me – we’re enemies.

Coming from a poor family, macaroni and cheese was something I’ve been forced to eat for as long as I can remember. It’s all, a lot of the time, we could afford. These days, I won’t touch the stuff.

I wasn’t born into an easy life. Our family was poor, I know Children’s Aid too well and ran to the streets at 15. During that time, I smoked crack to deal with a plethora of emotional issues, worked in the sex industry to make ends meet and stole bread from hotels when I was hungry.

At 18, I was diagnosed with HIV. I was told I had four to five years to live.

That was 20 years ago.

At the age of 24, I was faced with 14 years in prison. However, I was offered an opportunity to go to a drug rehabilitation center instead and after completing my therapy, and being given a suspended sentence by the court, I was given a position within the rehabilitation center and eventually became a counselor.

I realized I was the only one responsible for my safety and well-being. I’ve been able to maintain sobriety and learned to practice self-care.

At 27, I returned to Ontario to help my mother with her trucking company. I was parts manager and a trailer mechanic for the company. Unfortunately, she passed two years later. With a Grade 9 education, I opened my own trucking agency at the age of 29.

Shortly thereafter, I became sick. I went to welfare and then eventually Ontario Disability Support Program and have been on it ever since.

Recently, I completed an eight-week workshop at an AIDS Service Organization. During that time, I came across the Food Security Study, a national study that looks at the relationship between access to food and HIV.

I decided to get involved and became a Peer Research Assistant, someone who interviews and recruits other people living with HIV to share their experiences with HIV and access to food.

People with HIV are asked to complete one questionnaire and a 24-hour dietary recall. The nice thing is you’re paid $40 to participate in this study.

The Food Security Study is seeking 1,200 people living with HIV from Ontario, Quebec and British Columbia to participate in the study. The study is collaborating with more than 30 community based organizations. This is the first time that information from three major regions in Canada is being brought together to address the health needs of people living with HIV/AIDS.

We are dedicated to ensuring your privacy is carefully guarded. Information collected in this study is for research purposes only and will not affect the services you might receive from AIDS Service Organizations or the medical care you receive.

I know for me, being involved in community research is an investment in my own future and an investment for anyone else who is in need. Hopefully, this study will identify the risk factors and help lay the foundation for programs and policies that help people with HIV, and at risk of HIV, access healthy food.

With access to good food maybe, just maybe, we can avoid creating another Kraft dinner hater.

To participate in the Food Security Study, call 1-855-246-3388 or 416-969-4890.

More information about the study can be found here.

11 comments (Add your own)

1. Megan wrote:
Thanks for this personal and moving post, Tim. And thank you for promoting the study - I hope that the findings will indeed lead to beneficial programs/policies that address food security needs.

Mon, June 27, 2011 @ 10:58 AM

2. Natalie Basaraba wrote:
Hi Tim. Thanks so much for sharing your personal and challenging journey. You are such an asset to our organization and it's always a pleasure to work with you.
I agree with Megan's comments above. Collecting data like this is essential to fund much needed programs.

Mon, June 27, 2011 @ 12:22 PM

3. Bob Leahy wrote:
Good stuff Tom. We are hgappy to expose your writing to a larger audience - and publicize the study - so will be posting it on PositiveLite.com in the next day or so. Congrats on finding a great niche for yourself. Keep writing!

Mon, June 27, 2011 @ 1:42 PM

4. Cassandra wrote:
Wow Tim, very well written. Thank you so much for sharing!

Mon, June 27, 2011 @ 4:26 PM

5. TomTom wrote:
I hate kraft dinner too. Mainly for the same reason. I am so pleased this study is happening and I look forward to hearing about the results.

Mon, June 27, 2011 @ 5:23 PM

6. Lynne wrote:
It's a pleasure working with you, Tim! Amazing article..... and my hate relationship is with canned beans! I'd rather starve to death than eat one again! xoxo

Mon, June 27, 2011 @ 6:06 PM

7. Wayne wrote:
Great story, and as a someone who has taken the survey, I assure everyone, it is painless and very worth while. I agree with Bob Leahy, you have a niche for writing, this is very honest and enlightening. I hope you continue to write more as you feel comfortable with. I hate K. D. Too.

Mon, June 27, 2011 @ 7:52 PM

8. The church mouse wrote:
Well done my friend, I admire your ability to carry on and survive with so much thrown your way.Hugs CM

Mon, June 27, 2011 @ 10:02 PM

9. Raechelle wrote:
What a powerful story, and a testamont to the inquity of food security....and in turn, to health equity. Thank you for sharing Tim.

Mon, June 27, 2011 @ 10:47 PM

10. BW wrote:
Tim, you never stop surprising me, your involvement with the Food Security Initiative is another example of your willingness to strive for more.I know you will continue to push on even when faced with obstacles, it's just a matter of course with you these days! We are all proud of your success, keep on keepin on!

Tue, June 28, 2011 @ 3:57 PM

11. cellphone princess wrote:
Great story! What a journey and look where it's brought you! Thanks for sharing

Mon, July 4, 2011 @ 4:15 PM

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